A woman claiming herself

Hello dear ones,

More and more I am stepping into my role as a mentor, a guide, a healer, a leader, a seer.

I do NOT say this lightly.

I struggle a lot with doubt and skepticism and I can be INCREDIBLY hard on myself. Every stage of owning myself is always hard-won.

The people closest to me know that I question EVERYTHING. I have this curious, scientific nature in me that wants to make sure that I understand all the details and get everything juuuusst right. This quality can be great in some instances, but it makes it really hard for a woman to claim herself and her competency, let me tell you.

I also have this thing... where I am overly cautious of being a fraud or phoney. For the longest time I had this fear that if I expressed mastery over anything, people would roll their eyes at me in judgement and/or disbelief. (Who these imaginary people were, I have no idea. Just a nebulous group of naysayers that lived in my mind rent free).

But a lot of that has changed over the past few years. And it's shifting more everyday.

A lot of it comes from having more experience under my belt and working with enough people. So, time helps a lot.

But it's also come from:

Knowing, honoring and leaning into my strengths and gifts

Listening to myself OFTEN

Trusting myself ABOVE ALL ELSE. This includes TRUSTING that I can trust myself (instead of my old story, which was "I can't trust myself")

Having the courage to follow through on what my intuition tells me

Awareness of my own sovereignty and knowing how to get back to it energetically

Working with other great mentors and teachers who have expanded my scope of what's possible

Getting my Human Design, astrological charts and numerology numbers read. (These have actually all helped immensely!)

Owning myself instead of trying to do things the way other people do things

Now I know that:

I have a focused, probing aura that is able to engage with people on a complex, deep energetic level.

I have an advanced ability to know, see and understand people and what's going on in their inner world.

I can hold space for intensity.

I have lots of wisdom and experience to share.

Density does not scare me.

I am capable and I am authentic.

I practice what I preach, and everything I teach is from lived, personal experience.

Everything I talk, I've walked.

I've known suffering, and I know freedom from suffering.

It feels beautiful AND humbling to be able to honor myself in this way, free of shame, ego or embarrassment. I'm not trying to prove myself (to myself), nor am I hiding. This is the beauty of sovereignty.

I'm coming into my own in a new way, seeing myself more clearly. And I share this with you because it allows me to see you more clearly. It allows me to see what you, too, are capable of. Because we are not separate and our suffering and fears are universal. My liberation is your liberation, and yours mine.

Furthermore, I want to model what it looks like to be a woman who's not afraid to claim herself, her ability, her worth, her power, her growth- in gratitude, awe and love.

I hope the sharing of my journey can continue to inspire you on yours.

With love,

Eva

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